I don’t know what it is about February, but for some reason people just become extremely superficial and stupid.

First of all… Valentine’s day.

probably the most pointless holiday of the whole year.  And no, I’m not a bitter single woman who never has a valentine,  I’ve been in a relationship for the past 4 years.  I just don’t understand how Valentine’s day became Christmas part 2. 

Like, people really go hard.  Ladies go manhunting just so they can get a teddybear and a box of chocolate and I’ve seen guys drop hundreds and hundreds of dollars on absolutely meaningless gifts. Why? 

Valentine’s day… if there’s a real reason for it at all… is suppose to be spent appreciating the ones you love.  And, in all honesty, you shouldn’t rely on a stupid holiday to show love… you should show your significant other just as much love on February 41st and you would on February 14th. 

Next is this whole Black History Month idea…

Morgan Freeman said it best when he expressed his distaste in the idea of compressing the history of entire race into the course of 29 days (leap year). 

I don’t need a month to appreciate my blackness…

I, as well as everyone else, should be proud of my history 365 days throughout the year. Its as if black people all of sudden want to portray themselves in a more positive manner just because it’s February. 

Don’t decide to kill the ignorance just because it’s black history month. Be just as black and proud in August as you are in February.

I’m just happy February is the shortest month of the year, because I really can’t take the hypocrisy and superficiality. 

That is all. 

I’ve been thinking.. .

I feel like everyone spends their time trying to escape From their problems rather than Facing them and fixing it. I came back up here because I felt as though where I was didn’t have what I wanted.

I could sit and list all the things I disliked from the lack of activity and creativity to the people. Not once did it ever dawn on me that, possibly, the reason why it is the way that it is might be because no one is willing to take the steps to Change it. No one wants to take the initiative to transform the way things are into the way things should be.

No, it’s much easier to run away.

But I am in the position to create. and, due to recent events, I’ve come to realize that I may very well be in the perfect position to inflict a positive change. 

After much deliberation, I’ve decided to run back.

but if i follow up with this decision, I MUST make the promise to myself to acieive each and every goal i set for myself no matter how big or far fetched it may seem.

But I honestly feel that the next move for me is to move back. 

Since when did Y.0.L.0 become an excuse for people to do dumb Shit?